All life is a vibration

All life can be, at its causal point, reduced to a vibration. A resonance. An emanation. Or a bodily sensation. While I’m not a great physicist and the intention of this article is not to explain a particle physics in detail, I’ll try to use the growth of a human being as an example.

There are many theories of how and when it all starts. But let’s take as the point of conception the moment when our father’s sperm comes into contact with and penetrates the feminine egg of our mother. This is the most widespread understanding of the point of conception and it is followed by a 9-months gestation period when the foetus undergoes a unique and very profound journey of familiarising itself with the outer environment it is preparing to enter.

It is, however, important to understand that within these 9 months it is familiarising itself with the outer environment indirectly, through the “shell” it is drifting in. Through its mother’s womb and her closest environment – which is ideally its father, its siblings and so on. Nevertheless, in the end, vibrationally it comes into contact with everything and every one its mother does. All the people around. All the voices, frequencies, colours, places. Its mother’s experiences, desires, dreams, fears, disappointments and so on.

As I perceive, there is also one more aspect into the story, which hardly ever is taken into serious consideration but which, from my point of view, plays the crucial role in the development of a human foetus as well as the whole physical life beyond the gestation period. And it is the fact, that apart from being woven into the shell of its mother’s womb, there is one even more important connection. Its connection to the placenta. Which is its counterpart, a “sacred twin” and the closest companion ever. Its Divine essence, physically present at the womb in the form of the placenta. To which the foetus is connected through the belly cord and from which it is taking all its nutrition. Not directly from the mother, like most of the professional community sometimes overlook.

This is a very important point because at least to me, it contradicts the current common understanding of who or what stands in the position of the most important relationship for the foetus and consequently for the human being who grows out from that foetus.

It’s not the child’s mother. It has never been. This is most likely the greatest hidden life’s trap on the human path.

The unborn child only identifies the mother with its source and that applies especially after the birth. Because its real source, in the womb represented by the placenta, is gone. At least physically, until we realize it one day, it is substituted by the mother. And this “replacement” is the crux point of all our suffering. All our life long we are then searching for the source. But instead of searching for the vibrational quality of our essence, in the womb represented by the placenta, we mistakenly constantly search for our mother. To which we then cling even as physical adults. Most of us still unconsciously cling to the mother’s nipple… And whether that “nipple” overtakes a form of our wife, partner, a company we work for, a business we run or anybody resonating such vibration in our physical adulthood is irrelevant.

In other words, we all search for the very same environment we were experiencing during the gestation period, not realizing that we are out for a long time. We unconsciously search for the vibrational quality of the shell we were growing in, which means our mother and all her surroundings. What, in truth, has nothing to do with us whatsoever. It doesn’t belong to us but our mother. The “physical container” life used to bring us into the world. And yet, it does belong to us – in the way that we have to take responsibility for this state. And until we still search for our mother instead for our source, we remain identified with the vibrational quality of the collective because that is what most of us carry in our bodies and therefore represent.

Hence until we integrate the womb imprint (and thus our past), we are the exact copy of our parents. Of their unconscious habits, patterns, behaviour and the vibrational quality that they carry and emanate – which we have overtaken inside of the mother’s womb.

This also means, that to truly leave the environment of its host and re-connect with its true source, the foetus must detach from all the vibrational environment it was experiencing inside of the mother’s womb. And while it is completely impossible for the foetus to undergo such a journey, it’s we as physical adults who have to step on it and take the responsibility for the deconditioning process. That is if we ever want to reach the psychological maturity and become human beings who stand on our own feet and who walk our own path through life. Instead of continuing in walking the path of our parents and all our ancestors, without adding anything ours. And endlessly searching for our romantic notion of “happiness, love and freedom” within the vibrational chaos from the mother’s womb and being forever drowning in the external drama, “Italian love stories”, fake romance and lives lacking any depth. While hopelessly looking for such vibrational quality in all the people and experiences we end up within our life. Which is the path inevitably doomed to failure and disappointment. Full of pain, suffering and frustration. It’s the vicious circle of humanity.

To understand better our collective predicament, it is useful to bring into our attention the natural 7-stages cycle’s pattern in which life unfolds – and through which every individual incarnates into a fully developed human being. It precisely corresponds with the Nelles’s model of the evolution of consciousness and it can be simultaneously seen throughout all of humanity’s history and the ancient traditions of cultures all over the world.

Nevertheless, let’s make it simple and look at the inherent path of awareness – and the way as it grows in the new-born child. It naturally moves in the 7-year periods from physical, through emotional, mental and into a vibrational paradigm. These periods represent the way as the human being grows, develops and interact with the outer environment. In terms of its physicality and internal organs for the first 7 years – that means the time between the birth and 7 years of age, its emotional needs and wants from 7 to 14 years, mental capacities with its ability to think between 14 and 21 years of age and into the vibrational dimension of sensing the environment other than only as a physical world, which is being developed in the next seven years. It continues even further through the 7-year periods but for our purposes and the current stage of collective evolution it serves the intention of the article.

This is the inherent path every human form walks from the birth and the path of how later throughout life the adult translates the instructions and information from the source into actions, decisions, thoughts, emotions or inspirations. It’s the path of life’s longing for itself. Of life looking for its source. Looking night and day for “the placenta” and thus undergoing a natural growth.

The fundamental insight is that when we look at the path of awareness, at some point we have to see that it all stems from a vibration. All our actions, decisions, choices, thoughts, emotions, inspirations or ideas begin with a vibration. Which emanates from the “inner space” and at the beginning it is translated into a very subtle bodily sensation. Unfortunately, we have completely forgotten how to listen inwardly to these sensations – messages from the source. And our bodies are numb to such an extent that we cannot sense them anymore. We simply forgot how to look inside and thus we are endlessly searching for the answers to our longings and questions in the outside. Only scratching the surface of reality. To deeper see this, we need nothing but to stop and look back into our own lives. Or perhaps to consider our lives and the human evolution utilizing the old wisdom of our ancestors. Then we would easily see all life as a clear unfolded and circled 7-stages pattern. As a growing. And a purely natural movement of the awareness from the physical, through the emotional, mental and into a vibrational dimension. In various degrees, forms and a unique, individual pace for each of us.

However, that’s not all. The enlivened ability to sense the vibrations is just a beginning. Because even more importantly, the incoming vibration of the source is still mixed with the vibrations of the womb. And until we undergo what Carl Jung called the process of individuation, we have no chance to clearly identify the instructions from our source. Something remained stuck in our awareness while travelling the path of life. Because the foetus has no ability to discern between the placenta and the womb. Between the mother and the essence. They are virtually blended. And so anything we experienced inside of the womb we later identify with our source. With true love, peace and happiness stemming from the source. Whatever happens to and with our mother. If she is joyous and relaxed, if she suffers, if she’s emotionally harmed, upset, drowned in addictions, beaten by her husband, abused or raped. Including all her shadows, unconscious beliefs, self-pity, destructive patterns, ancestral “sins and debts”. Everything. We understand and identify all this as love. This is our unconscious definition of love.

So what we unconsciously do is that we identify peace, love and happiness through our physical, emotional and mental experiences until the age of 21. In other words, we identify “peace, love and happiness” (or whatever we are up to) with our conditioning. But when we look deeper, at some point it becomes clear that all the emotional, mental and physical conditioning from childhood and adolescence is nothing but a consequence. An unfolding of the basic imprint we received during the gestation period, in the mother’s womb…

This is another important point. Because it actually brings to light that all the intentions and attempts of trying to “heal ourselves”, get rid of something from the past or “override” our childhood and adolescence conditioning by digging in the experiences from that period, along with all the “rebirthing” experiences or “magical trips to the past”- with or without drugs are from the causal point of view utterly hopeless and useless. It’s a blind way and a waste of time and energy. Even though some people and communities still need to experience it. In the end, the only way out is to discern the clear “vibration of the placenta” and embody it. And for that, we cannot do anything. Other than to live our lives and follow our unique path. As the only intent of all Life is to dismantle this conditioning, this illusion we are still drifting in when we are 40, 50, 60 years old – by descending into physical form and uncovering the truth hidden beneath. Some people call it involution.

Because the path of Life descending into the matter naturally takes exactly the opposite direction. It moves down through vibrational, mental and emotional into physical. And it won’t finish until it penetrates the physical form entirely. This is the path each of us has to “undergo” one day should we suppose to mature psychologically and enter adulthood. And we will because there’s no choice. It’s the way life grows naturally. Through us. It’s already happening. For ages. Ever since the “Big Bang”.

I’ll try to explain a little bit.

Let’s take a human relationship as an example – like the one here. One day we meet a beautiful woman. And we are very attracted to her. Something simply pulls us to her very strongly. It’s some kind of an unknown magnetic power in our body. We have no idea what it is, but we don’t really care. That power is usually stronger than our uncertainty. She’s the one from our dreams, we believe. We cannot let go of our attention off her. We can’t focus on anything – at our workplace, at home, in our free time. So that’s the physical preface.

We continue meeting and messaging each other. And we start to feel the butterflies inside our belly every time we are in her presence. We feel great in her companion. The first touches and a slight shaking of our bodies come. And then we go for a first date and it ends up perfectly. We spend a nice, romantic evening in a luxurious restaurant and a following walk by the river. Amazing, we believe! We would promise her the earth. And that’s the emotional preface.

And we already start to think and calculate. Secretly. Even if we don’t admit it to ourselves. “She’s got a beautiful posture, fit-looking, long thin legs, huge breasts, wide smile and a thick, long, curly hair. A kind of a ‘representative type’. She’s got a great job, earns a lot of money and she’s also single. Moreover, she also likes us”. And we start to dream about our future together, our marriage, having kids and living in one of those modern, technologically loaded houses. In a great location of course. At least all our friends and colleagues agree. Our parents too. So we have a confirmation of our great choice. We raise into our enthusiastic heaven even higher. And that’s the mental preface.

And one day, if all “goes well”, we have sex together. The physical intimacy naturally belongs to the relationship between partners. Our bodily scents and fluids come into mixing. A kind of a new “Masa confusa” is born. And slowly, very slowly, starts to unfold itself. We begin to bring each other’s sexuality alive. The “masterpiece” of life slowly approaches the beginning of its manifestation. Something begins to penetrate our physical bodies…

And this is the vibrational preface, when we slowly start to become aware of our true selves and when the real story begins. And that’s the moment the stumbling block comes in. It’s the beginning of our “dream” falling apart slowly. And often also the beginning of the end. Which in most cases unfortunately only arrives after the marriage or unwanted pregnancy.

Because underneath all of the “preface stages” (evolution part) was nothing but a primal vibration. From the very beginning. Behind the physical, emotional and mental phase of the relationship was a vibration we initially felt in our bodies. Which was pure and innocent. We felt the vibrational quality of the placenta we are holding as a memory in our cells. Otherwise, we wouldn’t meet and attract each other. However, we did not realize that “the way to the placenta, to our essence, leads through the solid shell of the womb”…

One day we will inevitably realize that what we were, in truth, looking for in our partner or lover on the surface of our perception was neither love nor peace, a life companion or even a soul mate. But our own mother. More precisely, we were unconsciously looking for our essence. For the state, a vibration we know from the companion with the placenta – but what we instead received was the state we know from the companion with the mother’s womb. And it will continue happening over and over again in our lives. Until we will remain living our lives fixated to the outer world of physical forms and consequently identify our true source and its instructions with our physical mother and her conditioning.

And until we will identify ourselves – and consequently “peace, love and happiness” with the state from the mother’s womb, we’ll remain victims of our conditioning. Because for most of us, that conditioning or imprint is full of pain, fear and suffering. Full of ancestral memories. Thus until we integrate all those memories, we will unconsciously believe that love, peace and we are a pain, fear and suffering. Therefore any experience, relationship or phenomenon that will manifest throughout our lives – regardless of our original wishes, desires or good intentions, will inevitably end up in pain, fear and suffering. There’s no other possibility for us. Because this is what we attract – through what lies unintegrated inside us. Not through our great desires, wishes and goals we set up in our minds, what the new-age movement still tries to stubbornly teach us. That never works for long. And if it works for some time, as it also did for me, then only under the means of a huge force, pretence and incredible amount of ignorance. Which is the way of how modern society operates.

So the reason it all happens to us constantly, repeatedly and endlessly is because our lives and their emotional, mental and physical manifestation are nothing but a consequence. The consequence of the prime emanation, the prime vibration that we, deep down, really are. An unfolding effect of our own energetical potential. Of what lies oppressed and hidden deeply in the unconscious for all along.

Unless we will begin with the discernment one day.

Because the only way of how to dismantle this womb imprint and thus our unconscious behaviour we propagate for ages, is to follow the body’s guidance or in other words our yet indistinct intuition and allow ourselves to be guided through experiences necessary to integrate this ancient imprinting. Instead of constantly listening to the fears stemming from the collective shadow consciousness, which our also conditioned mind willingly serve us in each moment.

When and how are we going to take a stand for ourselves – collectively as humanity, as well as individually, is an unnecessary question. With a very obvious answer for which we don’t have to seek. It’ll happen exactly at the right time and pace. Given that we follow our body’s guidance.

So join the stream and face your life experience, whatever it means to be – your woman, your man, your relationships, some specific inner calling or service to the whole. And stay. Do not run away before the cycle closes itself organically.

Or give in to your fears. That’s your only choice…